I never felt so loved before.. it's like the feeling is beyond what words can explain.. it was like i was hearing this song majesty by planet shakers (from album pick it up) on my phone.. but the unusual thing was i was tearing over it and it was a praise song with some heavy electric guitar and drum in it.. but i was just crying.. the presense was so strong.. The song All to You ended it all, i just broke off into tears when i got off the bus and walked home.. i just walked slowly across the route so that the presence will never fade..

i always felt that You have already left me.. i'm all alone in this battle.. but today i'm very assured that You really love me.. you have never left me but i've neglected you.. i've hurt you and left you all alone.. let me humble myself before you.. let me be in your presence forevermore.. i want that love of yours again to engulf me.. i want it to be with me every single second.. i need you.. i need your love desperately.. even tho it was the darkest times of my life, i know that you are with me always.. i want more of your touch.. i want to be selfish.. i want total of you with me.. you are so great, so magnificient, so marvellous.. i just want you to be by my side forever..

no one ever will understand how i feel and what i meant.. period..