Hey everyone.. Benben is here to blog again.. hahax.. finally!!!.. hehex..

Actually didnt really want to blog one but an action made by someone really gave me the urge to blog about her..

I have a close friend.. Her name is Tong Xin.. Although we NEVER talk in school, or anywhere else or even saying hi to each other as i'm too shy to do so, I still feel that she's really a true friend to me..

Whenever i'm in need or feeling pain, she is always there for me showing concern towards me.. She gives me a very sisterly love that i've never experienced before in my life.. Whenever i share my problems or stress with her, although it was never related to her, of her concern or even she dont understand the problem, she will still encourage me and says " nevermind, just do your best lor.. dont feel so stress lah".. Those words filled with her sincerity will engulf me with extreme encouragement and with full of eagarness to faced that problem.. Whenever i'm sick, she will ask me what happen to me and even tell me certain methods to get rid of that sickness or pain out or me.. Although her church's denomination does not believe in healing, she still always says that she will pray for me for healing which i can feel that she does.. it also gives me more motivation to get better..

Whenever before i'm having a badminton tournament which she is aware of, she will definitely sms me and ask me to "Jiayou".. Those 2 words from her are really one that gets me all pumped up to play my best..

So what makes me blog about her leh.. the main reason is what i'm going to type now.. If you do not know, i actually have gastric problems every morning which is caused by not eating breakfast.. so i told her about this problem.. and she asked me to make a promise to her that i'll eat breakfast everyday.. if i'm unable to do it so, i'll still bring bread or biscuits to school.. so that was the promise that i made to her.. so as for today, i've overslept and woke up at 6.40am.. and i was in a rush and my home no biscuits mah and no time to buy.. so i smsed her this morning that i'm sorry that i never eat breakfast again and have to break my promise.. So she didnt reply my sms lah.. and guess what happened in sch later in school.. i walked past her and messed her hair.. and guess what happened nxt.. she asked yixi to pass to me biscuits.. the 1st reaction that i have was i was extremely shocked and touched.. I really appreciate what she have done for me that i feel that a one to one, face to face thanking her will show my upmost sincerity..

Tong Xin, if you are reading this, i really want to sincerely thank you for being there for me all these while.. although i only know you for 6 mths, but the impact that you've brought to my life was really huge.. it changed me alot.. not for the worst but for the better.. i found my purpose in my life with God once again through you..

ok lah.. blog till here.. got to go.. mum nagging.. take care.. and bye

Agape,
benben =)